Some Music to Match the Rain (Poem)

Some Music to Match the Rain (Poem)

The evening
Comes to an end
As I lay in bed
For the word,
The line
And the scent
Of one
Particular woman

Add some music
To match
The rain

The night


Don’t be a Writer (Poem)

Don’t be a Writer


Don’t do it.

Don’t put yourself through this

You deserve better than this

Hear me now

Or you’ll find yourself

Up at five in the morning

Digging into yourself

Into your guts

In impossible ways

While the world

Is still asleep


Don’t be a writer

Don’t do this to yourself

Bukowski told you

Roth had warned you

Everyone warned you

Experience doesn’t add up

No two books are the same

It never gets easier

So save yourself the hurt


Be something else

Be an accountant

Be a gardener

Be a carpenter

Be something else

Anything else

Except a writer


And if you found yourself

laughing at this

Smiling at this,

Shaking your head lightly

Then you weren’t meant for it.

It’s fine

It’s good.

Get out now

Leave the room

This wasn’t meant for you


But if my words sparked an anger in you

A fire in you

A daring need to prove me wrong

That unnerving urge

To get on the page

To scream at me

Laugh at me

Lurch towards me

In defiance

Of all the gods

And men

Or simple me

Standing here

With such apparent vitriol


Then congratulations


You are it

You’ve done it

You are there for it

You will live

And die by it

You will lose your mind

And find your soul

One way or another

Until you know

The full meaning

Of the warning


“Don’t do it.”



When the years have come


And passed by

You and I

May know a moment

Of peace together

Over coffee

In a city somewhere

Lost in time

As the world

Has gone somewhere else



We will stand there


In the universe



Untitled (poem)

Untitled (poem)

Fold now
And years of work
Are out the window

You did the math
Ran the alternatives
Followed your heart
And calculated risks

You went all in
Time and time again
For the life that you want
And the life that you need
A few more weeks
Of stretching yourself thin
Sacrifices now
For a greater later

Asked for help
And even favours
And rested
Just enough
Probably not
But it’s all you got right now

When everything
Tells you to quit
Except that fire in your heart
That screams
Stick to it
Keep at it
This it it kid,

Time to make it count

One more word
One more poem
One more love letter
To the world

Pace yourself
Don’t fall down
Tough it out

There are greater
On the other side of this.

Fatherhood Moment

Family picnic at Lafontaine Parc.

Kids abound, around, all over the park. Couples are pushing strollers with two dogs on a leash next to them. Someone you don’t know is prepping the tables, two of them side by side. Friends of friends are unpacking the kids and some toys for everyone.

Kao’s in charge somewhere. Dee found herself a stick so she’s good for a good half hour. You sit and chill, talking with the other dads about work and beer and other things you don’t really care or know about but its all good.

Then you get to watch over the children on their way to the playground, stand at the entrance, the five of them following the leader around the monkey bars and slides, moving as a herd.

You hear the disant sound of cars over at Rachel street. Birds and leafs are moving in the wind, breeze is fresh and hoodies are on. Air is filled with the scent from someones coffee somewhere.

Life is good.

The Equation of Life

And art
And lattés
Street side poetry
And back alley
Get in the jeep
Lets go north
For a weekend
Away from the everyday
Then back to it
In the city
I can’t live without it
Then do it
All over again
You and me
A few good selfies
With some skin
In the evening
Netflix on the front porch
And a drink at the corner
The salty taste of sweat
On your skin out
In the summer
Winter campfires
And snowboarding
Till the warmth comes back
Family life in the alley
Girls playing and laughing
Me cooking in the kitchen
The smell of tofu
And spices
And coffee is nice
And then some free time
every other week.
For you and me
Time enough
For the
And the couching
The occasional spaking
And going down
on you
in the morning.
And then sex in the shower
On the counter
Doesn’t matter
Grab a bite
And sip a quick sip
Make it just in time
To work
With the smell of you still all over.
Thats the equation life.
My life.
I look outside.
And 10 weeks
Feels like a lifetime
But it’s right there in the sky.

Fatherhood Moment.

“Fatherhood” Moment



And working




And planning


And groceries


And homeworks


Cleaning Up

Plus the

Social life,

Being a friend

And a good one that is.


The stress






real estate






At planning

And failing

At most things

And failing

At art shows



Replies that don’t come


Waiting on “maybes”

On four different books

At four different stages

in production

After the dead of winter

And 1500 words a day

Every day

Or your carrer is dead.


Stress about it

and stress about it

and stress about it


Fifteen hundred words a…




Just no.

It’s beautiful outside.

Smile at random people

Go for a walk


Replies will come when they come

Art is for art’s sake

And books don’t pay the rent.

A book a year?

Are you kidding me?

Just be a dad for a while.



That’s a pretty good thing to be.

There is Darkness and then There is Light. (Song)

*going for that very slow folk/gospell – probably would do this one accapella

There’s evil in this world

And I know it.

There’s evil in this world

In every nook and crack you see.

There’s evil in this world.

And I’ve seen it.

There’s evil in this world.

And it will stomp you to the ground.

There’s evil in this world.

And it will stomp you to the ground.

There’s beauty in this world.

And I know it.

There’s beauty in this world.

In every nook and crack you see.

There’s beauty in this world.

And I breathe with it.

There’s beauty in this world.

And it will lift you from the ground.

There’s beauty in this world.

And it will lift you from the ground.

(Repeat – end)

Saturday Morning on Masson Street.

Saturday Morning on Masson Street.

The sun is out and it’s spring again. You sit yourself at the corner table of a café, catch a conversation through the open window, busy street life everywhere.

You get a taste of bagel and coffee, shirt’s slightly open and you catch yourself smiling at your reflection in the computer screen.

Life is good here, life was good here, life will be good here again.

I had forgotten how many families were around, the booming energy of the place, well groomed dads and gorgeous moms crossing the street to catch up with some friends. A young girl jumps in the arms of a friend or an aunt and smiles are everywhere.

Heartfelt hug and “Oh my god. Look at you!”

A few words and then, “Where do you want to go?”

With so many options around it’s hard to say.

You put on your speakers and start to write. Not a second passes by before there’s someone to look at, styles and hairs and tattoos, you share a look, you give a smile and receive it back and feel good about it.

A tired man in track pants, 30 something, walks by, tired like no one else but looking smug and satisfied, tiny baby in a baby carrier snuggling close to him as a one track by flies on a red light in front of two cops that decided it best not to chase.

Not today! Weather’s too good.

You see kids and families and artists, hobos,dogs, punks, hipsters, bobos… everything. Life is beautiful here. Like a balance of everything this city has to offer.

Try to end this thing and you look up from the screen. Catch the glimpse of a smile in an old lady’s face as she’s dragging her red cart.

I think this is it, you think to yourself. There’s no end to what this place has to offer

Three AM Poetry (poem)

It’s 3AM
And I want to send you a text
Be that guy
For once
Only once
But I’ll be the asshole
Who turns this into a poem instead.

Seems like a lifetime ago
Since we spoke
Of your skin
On my skin
And the shape of your neck

I have that need
To skin my teeth
Into the edge of your thigh
And remember
How much you enjoyed it

Tried to forget
The way you prance
And moan
But nothing does it

Been waking in the middle of the night
Every night
For months at a time

Tonight is no different

3 Am and nothing does it
I force myself back to sleep
Then 4
And 6 too
I give up and get up

Your skin
And your smile
The shape of your hips
And thighs.

Coffee’s ready by 6h30
I try to shake it off.
And get some breakfast going